Here I am, again, back where we spent almost our entire year together. I don’t know why I do this to myself, its like torture, but I get this weird satisfaction from revisiting memories. But damn I’m really feeling lost… You’ve been crossing my mind so much, and its probably because I know my potential now. I mean, things can be so different, I have a car, a new attitude, and this strong desire for a second shot. But it kills me knowing it would never even be the same if we were to go back to being together like we were before. You’ve still stayed with him for months after moving to the other side of the country, that’s LOVE, strong strong love, I can’t ever top that, it makes our relationship seem like it was just nothing. I don’t know what it is about him, but he’s clearly perfect for you, and he makes you happy even though you never even see him anymore, its impressive really. I’d like to talk to you soon, but I won’t text you first, no. I’ll let you say something, which could be in a month, or years from now for all I know. Bottom line, I miss it all, I truly miss it more than anything.

meet fire.